A Lot's Happened

A Lot's Happened

This blog post contains discussion of suicide and generally heavy mental health themes so if that upsets you please skip this one.

So uh, on the 28th of last month I had an overdose attempt. Obviously I will not be going super deep into the details of it because it is rather personal but I figured I should let you all know. After being hospitalized for about a week and a half I was finally released from an inpatient program (which was awful btw) and am now resting up back at home and am attempting to get back on the horse regarding school.

It wasn't something I was planning on doing, even that day, even hours before when I was doing pretty bad I still wasn't planning it. It was an incredibly impulsive action that I'm honestly very scared of happening again. Because of this me and my doctors are considering switching me off one of my medicines (which can cause said impulsivity) and looking into a diagnosis of some kind of personality disorder due to the nature of the episode.

The silver lining is I've been able to take more time for myself and my personal projects mainly the humorism rpg. I've sent a very early test project to a few friends and they've been very receptive! However I'm also looking for people I'm not as close to to get more of an outsider's feedback. So if anyone's interested please send a message either to my askbox or to one of my active social medias!

Anyways apologies that was a bit long but I'm really doing a lot better now and hopefully things will continue to look up. Hope you all have a great day!